Dear You, My Clingy Bestfriend

It has been a week since you go through your sad and horrible week.
While me, it been 2 weeks since the day I get to know your diagnosis.
Yes, I am not into your shoes.
Yes, I not feel whats you feel.
Yes, I am not gone through what you  have now.
But I know, how you feels.
How it’s make you become this down.
I’ve been crying almost everyday.
Seeing my friend in her hardest phase is my nightmare.

I’m the one who affected your changes.
I’m the witnessed of every drops of your tears.

I lost my clingy bestfriend.
I lost my most annoying bestfriend.
I lost your smile.
I lost your laughter.

The one who always asked me for some nonsense stuff,
The one who always argue with for so many things,
The one who always craved for something and will ask me to fulfill her request
Is now no more.

You become very quiet.
Less talk.
And no more sincere smile and laughter.

It’s all I miss my dearest friend ☹️

I try my best to put you up.
To ease your days to go through all these.
I wont let you feel alone, isolated and neglected.
But your wish to refused everything.
I know it’s hard for you.
It’s hard for me too.
I will give you time and space.
I am here,
Waiting you to come back.
To become as who you are before.
I will be your shoulder if you need and at any time.

I hope,
You find your strength.
And Allah maximise your patience.
I know,
You are strong enough to face all these.
And please be strong as always.

Because,
There are thousand reasons behind this.

I love you and I miss you my clingy bestfriend 😭