The Thought

I am sitting on the chair.
With one leg crossing to another.
With my heart beating irregularly.
While my brain keep on thinking of you.
P/s: Its not a signs that I am in love 🤪

I takes a minute.
Questioning myself.
If I still loves you.
If I still needs you.

Deep down in my heart,
I am not asking for more than a friend.
But,
I am just afraid.
If one day,
I am the one who put a hope on you.
I am the one who going to beg you to stay.
I am the one who ask you to be mine.
While you are not 😪

What if we are like hanging here and there?

You know what?
I am most afraid of..
If one day,
We are going to be like a forever-and-ever-stranger.
Huh?

Ah!
My mind messed.
Who going to clear it up?
It’s you.
Yes, you.