In Dilemma

I like it but i don’t.

I want it but i don’t.

When you have to make a decision, 

For a long-term outcome.

And it is hard.

Either to go or not to go.

Either to grab or to let go.

Either to leave or to stay.

Either to proceed or to hold on.

So many things come out in minds.

Every pros and cons.

Every possibility.

Every reason behind.

Everything.

Till the end.

There still no answer.

Me, still hanging here.

With no answer.

Still no.

Struggling to make a decision.
What is the best.
For myself.
For my family.
For the one I loved.

At this time,

I’m lying on my bed.

Staring at the ceiling.

My mind, blank.

I keep on asking myself.

What is my final decision?

Yet, till no answer.

Allah..

May you ease my journey.

May you ease everything.